i'm missing you amal

i never missed anyone like how i miss amal. i just feel so empty without her here. we smsed,we emailed,we talked on the phone but its different than having her here rite next to me. i might sounded so lesbo-ish but it is the truth. she knows what i'm thinking or what i feel simply by looking at me. 5 years of friendship with her tought me a lot about life itself. she was there when i had my first boyfriend, my first breakup, the breakup, the emotional breakdowns, the unstopable tears and simply everything. i just want her to be here.i want her to come back. i want her to be with me. i want things to be like how it used to.i want her to meet the horny seladang. i want amal rite here,rite now.

welcome to myself

hello. i'm not an avid blogger or had enough will power to keep a blog running for more than well...2 weeks. but having a best friend in singapore and malacca and a sister in UK somehow gave me a surprising boost of kerajinan in making one and hopefully managing it.

to me,blogging is a medium for anyone to simply write anything they feel like writing without worrying what others think.but knowing me,it'll be a lot on nonsense and crapshits.

so,welcome to myself. hello blogging world. u have another addition to the family